One month later…
It’s like in the films where they jump forward because nothing of interest has happened except for the directors deciding what font to flash those words across the screen in. I thought I should write a quick post to let you all know that although this blog has been completely barren for the last month I am not done with it, I’m just not in a place to blog right now.
At the end of April I went to Spain for a week as an early birthday celebration as my Mum is turning the big 5-0 this year so she is having a birthday year rather than month… Her birthday is in September. When I got back the plan was to blog as normal, you know I’m not one to be prepared and have posts scheduled for whilst I’m away and then the shit hit the fan, excuse the language, but it’s the only way to explain it.
My emotions went into overdrive and went through the ringer and definitely did not come out on top. I had the anniversary of my friend’s death, who we lost to cancer, whilst knowing that two of my friend were fighting the same battle. I honestly think I work in the most drama filled place, and there is no end to the gossip and stress that can come with that place and it seemed to be a particularly hard month. And to top of the fun, my heart basically took a massive battering and with all the stuff I had dealt with across the past few weeks I had the breakdown that was clearly inevitable but I did not expect it to hit me so badly. I looked like the walking dead and broke my tear ducts that day.
Please don’t see this as a sympathy grabbing post, I just wanted to update you all on what had been happening. Especially anyone who follows me on Twitter or Facebook and has been asking after me because of sad tweets or updates, I’m getting myself back to normal and wanting to mainly stress that I will be back to blogging soon. I feel like next month is a fresh start and the time to properly return to you all. Hopefully you won’t grow tired of waiting for me.
Before I go I just wanted to give a little shout out to the beauties in my life that have been getting me through this stressful time. I’m so lucky to have so many people that care about me, and there are so many I could list and don’t think because you’re not here I don’t appreciate you. It’s just that I have leant on these guys so much more lately, and they have been my rocks!
My person, Charli ♥ My mini me, Amy ♥ My minge, Amanda ♥ My Sambarino, Sam ♥ And last but definitely not least, The Boy/Pud, George ♥
Without you all I’d have completely fallen apart, I love you all so much and I’m so lucky to have you!